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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 12:17 pm | |
| My boyfriend broke up with me today. Now, you all probably know, because you've all talked to me, that yes... I loved him. But I still had issues with that. At first I thought it was my trust issues... But then I realised that it was very real. I wrote a poem, its REALLY not good, describing how I feel... And have felt... Its REALLY not good. Thats why its going here instead of under Art.
I call it Strength to Smile
It never went well And always, tears fell But they clung on to the smallest thing It was, forever, just a fling But it all went too far The door to her heart stood ajar But every night she cried For the trusth just wouldn't hide That it was never meant to be These two souls trapped together could never be free His love turned from fire to ash And down her tears crashed As black as the red, raw pain She took him into her heart once again Over and over this played Always the same Identical story, only different words His feet on the ground, her soul soaring with birds Then he took the final step The courage she didn't have, he'd managed to get And he said that it just didn't work Those simple words painted her face with tears of hurt She knew it had to happen But the courage for it, she was lacking And her tears melted invisable ice and snow That were barricading her heart from a world she is yet to know It didn't stop her heart break Even though the emotions were fake He promised he wouldn't hurt her Yet now he closed the door Whimpering, she cowers as comfort surrounds this girl But only time, and therefore hurt makes a pearl. And she won't pretend to deny how she feels The pain is there, it's all too real Her first honest love, now lost But its all for the best, the best just comes at a cost He was not the ground beneath her feet. The earth still turns with the same beat Its only her world that got broken And that can be healed, her heart has spoken Nothing is ever truly bad Its our perception which makes us sad. Life may be a war we''ll never win But this is a new experience that she can begin She knows what she deserves, and needs Listen to her spirit's cries and pleas She knows its for the best, but it it hurts all the while Yet shes conquered it because in her pain, she finds the strength to smile.
Its no masterpeice... But its my honest feelings and raw emotions... | |
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Complexicated Ian
Number of posts : 11 Age : 38 Localisation : The Netherlands Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:29 pm | |
| I'm sorry to hear that! But remember it's HIS loss! And a few words of wisdom for you to get you through - Fear not for the future, weep not for the past. - When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us. Take care okay?! | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:30 pm | |
| I can try... But... It REALLY hurts.. Its like, I dont want to feel... Ever... | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:32 pm | |
| Don't be like that Sarah, You can do better, trust me | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:34 pm | |
| Maybe, I dont WANT to do better... I just want everything to be the way it was before... Im sick of all my relationships changing, being destroyed, and my life screwing up... I hate it. I just hate it. I did nothing to deserve this pain. | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:35 pm | |
| Life sucks, its like that for everyone, you just need to learn to put it behind you. | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:40 pm | |
| ....WTF am i doing at 3:35 am??? | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:41 pm | |
| I still remember, at least allow me to feel! Its not my fault that u fuckin dumped me! | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:43 pm | |
| Wasn't me!!.... Ok, i'll leave you alone | |
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Complexicated Ian
Number of posts : 11 Age : 38 Localisation : The Netherlands Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:45 pm | |
| Euhm.... Hacker dumped you? he's your ex? oh ouch | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:47 pm | |
| Yeah.... I think i will do the bolt over to the controversy forum | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:50 pm | |
| Where is that Forum?? stuff it, ill be on the chat | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 4:58 am | |
| Hey, Spock (Hacker)... Look, I dont wanna say this in person, and its easier if you just read it on this forum, lol...
Anyway, I'm over it. Its almost like the Universe is screaming at me not to trust people. But after the way the universe, or god, or whatever higher power there is has fucked me up, theres no way I'm giving into it.
I will be your friend again, I'll probably get on better with you as a mate anyway. And I forgive you, our relationship was pretty screwed anyway, we have nothing in common... If you still WANT to be my friend, anyway?
My point is, I will trust again, I will love again. I am not going to be brought down by this, its only life after all...
Anyway... Yeah... Seeing you and Matt today, it made me realise that we really are far more compatible as friends... In fact, I only want to be friends now anyway... I mean, yeah, I'll miss what we had, but I'll remember the good times, and they'll be more good times if we just mates as well, I hope. Anyway... U still wanna be my friend? | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:21 am | |
| Wow, Jedi, it is like reading the words from my head... oh oh oh, does that count as an OBE :shocked: lol, yes, of course i will be friends with you, and did you like the present me and matt got you with sloths money, lol. | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:22 am | |
| Lol, its nice... Y are u shocked? | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:22 am | |
| im gona miss the good times for sure, but there will be more, just i guess, not exactly in the same way | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:23 am | |
| im shocked cos i got to use a random word from this site | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:25 am | |
| yeah... I mean, we can have more fun, just not the same sort of fun... I still love you, but just as a friend. I mean, when u dumped me, it was shocking and sad, but more because I felt like you didnt care about me than anything else... Btw, do u get the feeling we'll get on BETTER as friends? lol | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:26 am | |
| Yeah, i do... | |
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:26 am | |
| Me too, hehe, well, this should be interesting... LOL | |
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Complexicated Ian
Number of posts : 11 Age : 38 Localisation : The Netherlands Registration date : 2007-01-10
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Unorthodox.Angel Admin
Number of posts : 132 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-10
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Fri Jan 19, 2007 1:50 am | |
| yes, rather publicly, lol | |
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Not-Accepted
Number of posts : 83 Age : 32 Localisation : Somewhere I can be accepted. Registration date : 2007-01-13
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Fri Jan 19, 2007 3:17 am | |
| Man you guys are cool. You seemed to sort out this issue without me even noticing... It's you 2 can still be friends after what happened. I had a relationship where after I dumped her she never talked to me again. That was sad. But any way have a good day! Ezack! | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Fri Jan 19, 2007 4:50 am | |
| Lol, i remember she said she didn't want to c me until i went to sachool, i saw her yesterday, oops | |
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The Hacker Admin
Number of posts : 16 Age : 31 Registration date : 2007-01-16
| Subject: Re: Dealing with a broken heart... Fri Jan 19, 2007 4:51 am | |
| rather publicly
yeah, i was gona lock the topic, but you told me not to lol. | |
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