Ezack... dying...

Ohk, so I had this dream.. It involved Ezack's tragic death... It was so vivid and realistic, I can remember it very easily... It was scary too.
Its kinda like, flashes of different scenes.

I wanted to go into town, and I talked Ezack into coming with me... We were on the bus, when the driver went through a red light, causing a massive accident. Everything went red, and I was in a lot of pain. Then I passed out.

I woke up in the hospital, I had a broken leg and a concussion. My head hurt a lot and I was wired up to lots of tubes. A nurse was by my bed, and I looked at her and asked about Ezack. She said he was in a coma and it was uncertain if he'd ever wake up. I started crying, and passed out.

Then, I was at his funeral. I kept thinking 'Its my fault. I made him come with me. Its all my fault' and I was kinda numb with all the pain. Then. after the funeral, I went up to his grave, and I just cried and cried and cried, the pain of everyone who was there.

And then I remembered all the time I spent with him. And it just hurt so much. The last thing I remember before I woke up was thinking 'at least he didnt choose to leave me'

And that was it. Lolness... I hated it.

was gonna write it here.. but we talked about it..

Don't you just love it when you die in someone elses dreams? You never told that dream to me like that... It really meant something to me. At least I know something now, is that you wouldn't ditch me either. .

And also did the nurse call me by my nickname or my real name?

Ezack!

Your real name. And of course I'd never ditch you!

Yay I feel loved

You should do! Any idea what it means though?

Are you asking me for your benefit or if you know if I know what it means?

Ezack!

both. lolness.

I do not know what that means except that maybe I have friends wööt!

Ezack!

err... um, thats really helpful... Could u seriously tell me what u think?

I best make a post or maybe everyone has thought that this forum has died or something. What I think about it is that you consider me a really great friend. And this particular friend is going to let you borrow a couple of homemade DragonForce cd's (inhuman Rampage (japanese version) and Valley Of The Damned (japanese version). And they aren't in japanese they just have a bonus track. I also need Cry Of The Brave it's driving me insane!

Ezack!

Im going on a pilgrimage to find it, ezack! CHARGE!

ahhh, strange people...

Well, i found it.... but im not happy with myself in doing so... (i had it down as fields of dispair lolz. now i cant find the actual version of fields )

What's a pilgrimage?

Ezack!

A long journey or search, especially one of exalted purpose or moral significance.

Oh I see now. See everyone I can learn something

Ezack!

Arent u a clever boy?